I went to church this morning with my Mom and Gregg and heard a message that inspired me. It was about having a spirit that is open to God and receptive. It was the way he described being lead by God. I have written a number of blogs lately that give you a better idea of my spirit. I focused for a long time on my physical body, because I hope it helps others who love a Rett girl, but now I think sharing my spiritual life is what I’m suppose to do. I loved the message today, because when I live aware of God, my life is so much more interesting than if I focused on my physical being. Giving my life to God, has made my days so much better. I don’t believe that most of the great things that have happened this year would have taken place if God was not involved. I have no authority on my own. God has given me places to speak, and music to share and people to love. I would never have been able to make any of these things happen on my own, because people who have my level of disability are not seen as someone who has a lot to say and insights into spiritual things, let alone a relationship with God. I want to say that even though my life is not easy that I feel content and have goals, and as I sit here today on our couch, I feel love. I don’t need to have a lot of things, but when I listen to God, he encourages me to connect with someone and when I do it, it is so amazing what happens.